Azeth's Domain

It’s been a bit since I last wrote anything here and I thought things were going good, but I guess they only appeared to be going good. I had a rough time last week so I made the choice to [...] Read more

It’s been less than a week and I’m already missing the social media, but it’s been better for me even though I’ve felt lonely at times. I’ll feel better once I’ve paid off my credit [...] Read more

So I’ve deleted or deactivated all of my social media accounts. This includes all payment apps that I don’t receive money on and I’ll be canceling all of my credit cards as I pay them off so I [...] Read more

I spent most of the weekend off social media and I wish I could say it made me feel better but it didn’t and I just ended up wasting money on other things instead of mutual aid posts and [...] Read more

I am surrounded by friends who extremely despise cishet people, especially cishet white males. A lot of my mental support structure consists of these friends. I don’t know why they tolerate me, [...] Read more

I’m sorry for being a disappointment for so many people. I feel like that’s all I can reliably do these days. Started making a mental list of all of the ways I disappoint my partner and it’s [...] Read more

If you join a platform, Discord server, forum, community, group, or other place that has a designated area for happy things and you go in there and talk about depressing shit you’re a horrible [...] Read more

I’m reminded regularly about how I’m a horrible person. I constantly make sure I don’t forget that and the people around me make sure I don’t either. I’m coming to terms with it, but it’s [...] Read more

So after 15 years of a soul sucking job where my entire existence was making other people rich while simultaneously over drafting and having to pay for food with credit cards, I finally got a [...] Read more

This is my first post on a blog I created because the social media platforms I am on are too restricting because of the character limits. I'm sorry for wasting your time having to read any of this. [...] Read more