Don’t worry, I hate me too.
Posted on June 03, 2024 by Azeth — 1 min
I am surrounded by friends who extremely despise cishet people, especially cishet white males. A lot of my mental support structure consists of these friends.
I don’t know why they tolerate me, because they are very vocal about their opinions, but I am thankful that they don’t write me off and ghost me.
It does sting a bit when I read a post from them about their hatred and anger towards people that perfectly describes me, but I definitely get it.
Th guilt I feel is deserved and I understand.
Hopefully whoever reads this doesn’t misread it.
I hate me too and I hate that the world is a shitty place because of people specifically like me. I know the world would be better off if I fell into a volcano.
I am sorry and no amount of apologizing can make up for my existence.
I love you all and I hope one day we can all be on friendlier terms with each other.
You’re all special and amazing and unique to the point where every single one of your matters way more than me.
Happy Monday.
💝 Azeth