I’m sorry to disappoint you

I’m sorry for being a disappointment for so many people. I feel like that’s all I can reliably do these days.

Started making a mental list of all of the ways I disappoint my partner and it’s really killed the vibe today.

I went on a date with my partner today and I had a great time. She said it had its good and bad times so now all I’m thinking about is how my therapist does not charge me enough for how next weeks session is going to go.

Maxed out my meds for the day and self medicating with alcohol is frowned upon so choosing the healthy option of just posting on social media.

I’m not a horrible person, but def avoid me.

💝 Azeth

Venting family apologies life